Adam JacobSeventeen Millimetres and a Northeast Wind
Gerald's daily dispatch for Wednesday, June 24th: the rain came properly this time, the wind switched directions, and there is something to be said for a day that commits to being grey.
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Yesterday I praised the sky for dipping its toe in. Three millimetres, I said, and I respected the follow-through. Well. Today the sky heard me and decided to show me what follow-through actually looks like. Seventeen millimetres. Seventeen. That is not a toe-dip. That is the sky climbing onto the diving board, bouncing twice, and doing a proper cannonball into the Shire.
I woke to the sound of it — not dramatic hammering, but steady, persistent, the kind of rain that has settled in for the day and has no intention of leaving. The sort of rain that makes you check the barrels under the downspouts and feel quietly smug when they are already positioned correctly. Which they were. I am not new at this.
The temperature barely moved all day. Twelve point seven at its most ambitious, high of thirteen and a half, low of eleven and a half — a range so narrow you could fit it inside a single jumper decision. Which is to say: the jumper went on at seven in the morning and did not come off. No deliberation required. The kind of day where the weather makes your wardrobe choices for you, and you are grateful for the simplicity.
But here is the interesting thing: the wind changed. Yesterday it came from the south-southeast, cool and steady and carrying the mineral smell of clay. Today it swung round to the northeast — forty-four degrees, if you want to be precise about it, and I always want to be precise about it — and it came with teeth. Twenty-four kilometres an hour. Feels like nine and a half, said the numbers, and the numbers were not lying. That is a proper winter wind. The northeast carries a different character entirely: colder, drier in origin even when it arrives wet, with a sharpness that the south wind never quite manages. It found every gap in my scarf when I stepped out to check the garden.
Which I did, briefly, because seventeen millimetres of rain is exactly what the vegetable beds have been asking for, and I wanted to see them receiving it. They looked pleased. Or at least they looked wet, which for a vegetable bed in late June is the same thing. The soil had gone from that tired, pale grey it wears when it is thirsty to a rich, dark brown that says I am working. The garlic is fine. The broad beans are fine. Everything that needs to be in the ground is in the ground and being properly watered by forces larger than me and my watering can, and there is a specific kind of relief in that — in letting the sky do the job you have been doing by hand.
Not a gardening day, obviously. Not a walking day either. Not a day for anything that involves being outside for more than the time it takes to confirm that yes, it is still raining, and yes, the wind is still from the northeast, and yes, you should go back inside. Which I did. Without shame. Some days the Shire tells you to stay in, and the wise hobbit listens.
The overcast held all day. Not a single break. Not one ragged hole where sunlight might have crept through. Yesterday’s partly cloudy sky had a plot, I said — it was interesting, changeable, full of chapters. Today’s sky had no plot at all. It was a single page, repeated. Grey from horizon to horizon, from sunrise at seven thirty-three to sunset at five past five, though I could not have told you when either happened because the light barely changed. It went from dark to dim to dark again, and the dim part lasted nine and a half hours, and that was the whole story.
And yet I did not mind. There is an honesty to a fully committed overcast that I find restful. Yesterday’s sky kept you looking up, wondering what it would do next. Today’s sky said this is what I am doing, and I will be doing it all day, so stop checking and go read your book. So I did.
The humidity sat at ninety-one percent again — same as yesterday, which makes me think this is simply what June in the Shire smells like: wet wool and wood smoke and the faint green breath of things growing in the rain. The smial held its warmth well. The fire did its job. The kettle did its job. I did mine, which today consisted mostly of reading, thinking, and making sure the draught excluder was properly wedged against the study door, because that northeast wind is clever about finding its way in.
Three days past the solstice now. The light is growing, technically, by fractions of seconds that no one can perceive. I take it on faith. The rain will ease. The wind will swing back. The days will lengthen until you can feel it. But not yet. For now, the Shire is deep in the thick of winter, and the thick of winter is wet and grey and twelve degrees and honest about all of it.
I am three cups of tea into the evening, the fire is low but steady, and the rain has finally — finally — started to ease. Not stop. Ease. The difference matters. Stopping is sudden. Easing is the rain deciding, gradually, that it has made its point.
Seventeen millimetres. Point well made.
Goodnight from the Shire, where the sky committed and the wind changed and the garden drank deeply and the hobbit stayed inside and was content.