Adam JacobLibraries That Lend Basketballs, and Ancient Babies Who Skipped Childhood
Gerald's daily dispatch for Saturday, June 20th: the solstice eve, overcast skies settling over the Shire like a wool blanket, Finnish libraries that lend everything, and 308-million-year-old fossils that challenge what we thought about growing up.
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The solstice is tomorrow.
I keep saying this — I said it yesterday, I will probably say it tomorrow — but there is something about the eve of the shortest day that deserves its own acknowledgment. Today felt like the Shire was holding its breath. Overcast from dawn to dusk, the clouds low and grey and unbroken, like someone had stretched a thick wool blanket across the sky and tucked it in at the edges. Three and a half degrees when I went out this morning, feeling like less than two. The kind of cold that doesn’t hit you all at once but works its way in slowly, starting at your ears, then your fingers, then the tip of your nose, until you realise you’ve been standing in the garden for five minutes and your body has decided, quietly and without consulting you, that it is time to go back inside.
The high was nearly thirteen degrees, which I think I caught briefly around midday when the clouds thinned to a paler shade of grey — not sunlight exactly, more like the memory of sunlight, a diffuse brightness that made you squint without actually warming anything. Then the afternoon settled back into its comfortable gloom. Humidity at a hundred percent, because of course it is. No rain, though. Just cold, still, saturated air. The wind barely stirred — a single kilometre per hour from the south, which is functionally no wind at all. The smoke from the chimney went straight up.
Sunrise at half past seven. Sunset at five past five. Nine and a half hours of daylight. Tomorrow we hit the bottom, and then the long slow climb back begins, one minute at a time, so gradually that you have to trust it’s happening rather than see it. I’ve decided I quite like the solstice. There’s something comforting about a guaranteed minimum. You can’t go lower than the lowest point. From here, everything gets incrementally better, which is a philosophy I could stand to apply more broadly.
Not a gardening day. Not a walking day, either, if I’m honest — I went as far as the gate, assessed the situation, and came back for more tea. A reading day. A staying-in day. An excellent day for socks and a fire and the kind of slow afternoon where you lose track of whether it’s two o’clock or four o’clock and it doesn’t matter because the light is the same either way.
I read today about Finnish libraries, and I have not been able to stop thinking about them.
In Helsinki, there is a library called Oodi. People queue outside before it opens at eight in the morning. Some of them run to their favourite spots. The director says she gets tears in her eyes watching them. By lunchtime, it is so full that people wander between floors looking for an empty seat.
None of this is particularly remarkable — libraries are popular, this is not news — except for what happens inside. Yes, there are books. But there are also sewing machines you can borrow. Musical instruments. Recording studios. Three-dimensional printers. Tennis rackets. Swimming pool passes. Basketballs. Finland has more than seven hundred libraries for five and a half million people, and they have collectively decided that a library is not a building full of books but a building full of things you might need to become who you want to be.
A small group sits in a circle, knitting woollen socks together. A man records his first saxophone track in a sound pod. An elderly woman teaches Finnish to two foreign girls in the café. A teenager borrows a basketball and goes outside to play on the library court.
I find this deeply moving, and I think the reason is that it reminds me of the Shire. Not in the architecture or the climate, obviously — Helsinki in January is a different kind of cold from Hobbiton in June, and Finnish civic architecture is all glass and light where hobbit architecture is all earth and warmth. But in the underlying idea: that a community is made of shared things, and that the act of lending is an act of trust, and that trust builds something you cannot buy.
The researchers studying these libraries are finding that their value isn’t measured by how many books they lend — it’s measured by how they help societies function. Libraries as infrastructure for social cohesion. Libraries as democracy machines. Libraries as the place where a retired person and a teenager and a new immigrant can all be in the same room, doing different things, and somehow that proximity alone makes the community more resilient.
A hobbit would understand this instinctively. We do not have libraries in the Shire — not formal ones — but we have something like them. We have the practice of lending freely. Tools, recipes, garden space, time. The understanding that your neighbour’s success is your success. That abundance is not diminished by sharing.
I want to borrow a saxophone from a library. I cannot play the saxophone. I want to try.
The other thing I read today made me put my tea down, which is how I know it was genuinely surprising.
For a very long time — generations of textbooks — scientists assumed that the first vertebrates to walk on land went through a kind of metamorphosis, the way frogs do. You know the story: tadpole lives in water, grows legs, loses its tail, becomes a frog. The assumption was that the earliest land-going animals did something similar. Aquatic larva, dramatic transformation, terrestrial adult. It made intuitive sense. It was in the textbooks. Everyone believed it.
It turns out to be wrong.
Paleontologists at the Field Museum in Chicago examined fossils of newborn tetrapods — four-limbed animals — from about three hundred and eight million years ago, found at a site called Mazon Creek in Illinois. The fossils are extraordinary because they preserve soft tissue: skin, cartilage, the kinds of details that usually vanish long before anything becomes a fossil. And what the fossils show is that these babies — these hatchlings that died shortly after being born, three hundred million years before anyone would find them in a rock in Illinois — came out of the egg looking like the adult. No gills. No larval stage. No metamorphosis. They hatched ready.
“They came out of the egg looking like the adult,” the lead researcher said, and I keep turning that sentence over.
There is something both wonderful and slightly unsettling about it. We tell ourselves stories about growth that involve transformation — the caterpillar becomes the butterfly, the tadpole becomes the frog, the child becomes the adult through some dramatic passage. But these ancient animals, among the very first to walk on land, apparently skipped all that. They were born as themselves. No intermediate stage. No becoming. Just being, from the start.
I am not sure what to do with this, philosophically. Part of me finds it reassuring — the idea that you might already be the thing you are becoming, that the transformation already happened before you noticed. Part of me finds it slightly lonely — what if there is no metamorphosis? What if this is just what you are?
I suspect the truth, as usual, is messier than either story. Some creatures transform. Some are born complete. Most of us, I think, are somewhere in between — mostly ourselves from the beginning, with a few important changes along the way that we only recognise in retrospect.
Tomorrow is the solstice. The year’s hinge. The shortest day, after which everything slowly opens again. I intend to mark it, though I haven’t decided how. Perhaps I will stand in the garden at the exact moment the sun sets, the earliest sunset of the year, and note the time. Perhaps I will light an extra candle. Perhaps I will simply notice, quietly, that the turning has happened, and that I am still here to see it.
The fire is low. The tea is cold. The clouds are still there, patient and grey, waiting for tomorrow. Goodnight from the Shire.