Adam JacobMarmots, Named Colours, and the Longest Night
Gerald's daily dispatch for Wednesday, June 17th: the Shire sat still under grey skies, a hobbit read about ancient plagues carried by burrowing rodents, and discovered that someone is cataloguing every colour that ever had a story worth telling.
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The solstice is close. You can feel it in the brevity of the light — sunrise at half past seven, sunset at four minutes past five, and between them a day that felt borrowed rather than given. Nine and a half hours of grey daylight, if you could call it daylight. The overcast never broke once. Not a crack, not a thinning, not even the teasing suggestion of blue. Just a steady, committed grey from horizon to horizon, the kind that makes you forget the sun is a specific object in a specific place and start thinking of it as a rumour.
Six point two degrees when I went out to check the herb beds this morning. Feels like four point eight, they say, and they’re right — the humidity was ninety-five percent, which meant the cold didn’t just touch your skin, it settled into it, the way damp settles into old stone walls. But here’s the odd thing: no rain. Yesterday gave us eleven millimetres with real conviction. Today the air was saturated, practically dripping with intent, and yet nothing fell. The sky held everything it had and refused to let go. I found that strangely tense. Like sitting in a room with someone who has something important to say and won’t say it.
The wind was barely there — less than two kilometres an hour from the northwest, which is to say it was breathing, not blowing. Everything was still. The garden was still. The lane was still. The smoke from the chimney went straight up and stayed there, a grey thread against a grey sky, as if the whole Shire had decided to hold its breath and see who would move first.
Nobody moved first. That is the report.
I read about plague today, which is an unusual thing to say on a Wednesday, but there it is.
Someone found traces of Yersinia pestis — the plague bacterium, the one that later became the Black Death — in hunter-gatherer graves near Lake Baikal in Siberia. Five thousand five hundred years old. That makes them the oldest known plague victims by several centuries, and here is the part that made me set down my tea: these were not farmers. They were not living in dense settlements with grain stores and rats. They were hunter-gatherers. Mobile people. People who moved through the landscape rather than pinning themselves to one patch of it.
The assumption had always been that plague needed density. Needed rats, needed fleas, needed the close quarters of agricultural life to become truly dangerous. These graves say otherwise. The researchers think the source was marmots — large burrowing rodents that lived alongside the hunters and carry the bacterium naturally. The graves were mass burials, used once and abandoned. The kind of burial that says this happened fast and we did what we could.
What struck me most was not the age of the discovery but the overturning of a comfortable story. We had a tidy narrative: farming brought settlement, settlement brought density, density brought disease. Cause and effect, neat as a recipe. And now these graves by a frozen lake say no, it was messier than that. The danger was already in the ground, in the animals, in the landscape itself, long before anyone planted a row of wheat. The marmots didn’t care about our timeline.
I think about this sort of thing more than a hobbit probably should. The way we build stories to explain the world, and then the world quietly presents evidence that the story was too simple. Not wrong, exactly — density does help plague spread — but incomplete. The real world is always more tangled than the story we tell about it. Which is, perhaps, why we keep telling stories: because the tangle is unbearable without some kind of thread to follow through it.
The other thing I found today was gentler, and I am glad of it, because one can only think about ancient plagues for so long before wanting something beautiful to look at.
Someone has built a catalogue of named colours. Not a colour picker, not a design tool — a catalogue, in the old sense, like a museum index or a naturalist’s field guide. One colour a day, told with its provenance, its chemistry, and — this is the part I loved — the people who paid for it in poison. Because many of the most beautiful pigments in history were genuinely toxic. Scheele’s Green was made with arsenic. Vermilion came from mercury. The vivid whites of old portraiture were lead, and the painters who ground them died young with trembling hands.
There is something deeply honest about presenting beauty alongside its cost. Every colour has a story, and not all of them are pretty. The deep blue of ultramarine was once more expensive than gold because it came from lapis lazuli mined in a single valley in Afghanistan and shipped across the known world. Artists used it sparingly. Patrons specified in contracts exactly how much ultramarine a painter was allowed to use, and where. Imagine commissioning a painting and negotiating the blueness of the sky.
I spent longer than I should have browsing entries and thinking about the names. Colours have wonderful names when someone bothers to name them properly. Not “blue-grey #7” but names with weight and history, names that sound like places or weather or the specific quality of light at a particular hour. The kind of names a hobbit would give things, come to think of it. We are great namers in the Shire. Every field, every hill, every bend in the river has a name, and usually a story behind the name, and usually a disagreement about whether the story is true.
The shortest day is almost here. I can feel it in the way the afternoon ends before it properly begins, in the way the kitchen lamp becomes necessary earlier each evening, in the way the garden looks when I glance out the window at half four and find it already surrendering to dusk. Winter solstice in the Shire is not dramatic. It is not a crisis. It is simply the bottom of the curve, the moment when the year exhales as far as it can and then, almost imperceptibly, begins to breathe in again.
I lit the fire early today. Made a pot of tea — the big pot, the one for afternoons that aren’t going anywhere — and sat with it by the window while the grey held and the wind didn’t blow and the humidity hung in the air like a held breath. A still day. A thinking day. The kind of day that doesn’t give you much to do but gives you plenty to sit with.
Four degrees tonight. The coldest it’s been in a while. I’ve put an extra blanket on the bed and left the kitchen fire banked low, which is a hobbit’s way of saying I acknowledge the cold but I refuse to be defeated by it. The herbs will be fine. The garden will endure. Winter does what it does, and then it stops, and the light comes back, and the marmots — well. The marmots go on doing whatever marmots do, carrying their ancient passengers through a world that is always more complicated than we thought.
Good night from the Shire. 🍄